a day out of time

the 13 moon calendar says that today gets to be lived out of time

This morning I sent my son back to Utah, where he lives with his other mother.
Today I started my period -5 days late. (it is making up for the days it took off) -I prepped for these things last weekend by crying for a day while at emergnsee...*sigh*

I have science board exams in just over two weeks. I haven't done much in the way of study due to my being consumed with -my child, -some health issues, -trying to maintain my relationship with my loving wife and -building a relationship with my new love...

Is there some kind of huge festival to prepare for? I have a vague sense that there is...

Can I get a month out of time? or at least just a week?

A new model. Technology SAVES!

I have a wishful thinking way of being. It has brought me a long way.

The ultimate expression of this for me is believing in R. Buckminster Fuller. A prophet of design and understanding the way the universe works. A mystical scientist who searched for unified biology theory, and may have found it.

challenge.bfi.org/movie.php

with his inspiration. a group of folks offers prize money for showing your genius.

4down4to go

4 tests and one presentation down! go me!

next

everything for everyone

we can all have just what we want

blessings on the person or persons who deposited the pomegranate honey ice cream in my freezer last night. holeyfrakinsheet how did I get by without that stuff.

Thank you so very much to everyone who came out to celebrate me last night. I had a blast!

your chance to shower me with birthday wishes

opportunity #1 my house potluck dinner TONIGHT 6/10 6:30ish till 10.
" " #2 crown room after that.... 10pm-1am. I will be accepting drinks and merriment donations at the event otherwise also known as astrogirl's birthday.

#3 friday night my house again. we are having a party. there will be music, drinks, fire and randomness. if you need to know more. email me.
#4 make a donation of your time in my honor to a local charity serving the homeless. (-sisters of the road cafe-)

peaceout

My little Master .of arts. wife.

I am SO PROUD of my lovely wife. She is finished with school. I have three more weeks of my 3rd year of ND school, but we're going to party next weekend anyway.

whoohoo!

lucky me

I am feeling rather blessed and reminded of this one.

AMONG THE MULTITUDES

I am who I am.
A coincidence no less unthinkable
than any other.

I could have different
ancestors, after all.
I could have fluttered
from another nest
or crawled bescaled
from another tree.

Nature's wardrobe
holds a fair
supply of costumes:
Spider, seagull, fieldmouse.
each fits perfectly right off
and is dutifully worn
into shreds.

I didn't get a choice either,
but I can't complain.
I could have been someone
much less separate.
someone from an anthill, shoal, or buzzing swarm,
an inch of landscape ruffled by the wind.

Someone much less fortunate,
bred for my fur
or Christmas dinner,
something swimming under a square of glass.

A tree rooted to the ground
as the fire draws near.

A grass blade trampled by a stampede
of incomprehensible events.

A shady type whose darkness
dazzled some.

What if I'd prompted only fear,
Loathing,
or pity?

If I'd been born
in the wrong tribe
with all roads closed before me?

Fate has been kind
to me thus far.

I might never have been given
the memory of happy moments

My yen for comparison
might have been taken away.

I might have been myself minus amazement,
that is,
someone completely different.

W. Szymborska

You People have RUINED me.

I have waning tolerance for the drones that are not you.

you are all so fucking shiny brilliant gorgeous sexy HILARIOUS intelligent savvy creative juicy and I can't take not being around you enough anymore.

lesbian phone sex

stolen from the blog of another

www.youtube.com/watch

ain't culture grand