Passion fruit, lion, birds, huge trees, mind, excitement, dreams, orgasm, space, fetus, nirvana

I'm going to type and type until my fingers melt and become apart of the system. Here I go! Bam ah lam fuuuu jam to da ham and I can! The robots dance and my dreams come back with no thought. My third eye opens once again into the twisted world that lies right next to mine. Here it comes the huge blue lion with horns running through to the open cornfield with floating ostriches that do not have any legs. There was a barn, but it is pointless now. Follow the lion and tame it for you. The god, a man from a movie will try to take your lion as you see this man's chambers of false life and enslavement. Open your eyes and the shadow people will just stop and stare at you. Time calls for a new world looking through a round window with giant crows. They will chase you into the forest with beautiful familar trees. Stop and jump of a cliff into the water but you'll see yourself do it from the forest. Just like when I was a kid and dreamed about nirvana. A world with deep black space and when you saw the fetus floating the stars appeared around it. Understanding something I didn't know... well I tried. Never forget the ocean. The beach had a long pier that disappeared into the ocean mists. The waves climb on top of each other into the sky. Stand by family and watch the channels of water flow into the huge ocean. Don't slip on the water that gently flows over and on the bridge because I almost did. You know if you look into someone's eyes you can see the universe. A good friend of mine proved to me that what I saw was fact. There is this cove deep in the mind with a tree's roots hanging from the cliff around the water below. Take a root and swing on it because you will go far. And in the moment of falling, embrace it. If you don't the landing will not fill good.

I remember this shop filled with water and you had to take a boat to get around. For some reason there was a hot tub in the middle. Get in it and don't lose reality to what you feel because I did. Take a boat across the lake to the morning breakfast tea party with beautiful trees with a purplish shine. There is an archer waiting with poison in one hand so move fast behind the bush and fear will float by as you fight back. Run and jump over the stream, fuck the boat and swim. Close your eyes and wake up in the forest ground floor. A tiny gnome will give you a bag of fruits. I ate one, grew off the ground floor, and was at normal size to the trees. I walked out into the shop that was on the lake's shore. The shop had interesting things from the tiki people. I went to one end of the shore, reached into my bag of fruits, and bit into this bright pinkish fruit. In that moment my whole body had an orgasm. Everything glowed into me and freely detached myself from self. I would feel this wave of gentle happiness move as I would go from 1st person to 3rd person in a consent motion. I was all giddy inside as I ran and got overly excited as I would jump over logs because I would jump so I high I felt like I was flying! The fruits were truly god.

Push your chest out with pride and look up at the sky. Clouds will pat your eyes with grace. Nighttime is when the baby fires in the sky tell you who you are. What you see outside you is what is really in you. Outside me is excitement in everything. It is one of my favorite feelings... So, why feel it? I had no need for sadness and anger. Sometimes I get so excited I make funny noises.

Anyways, back to reality... Spinning in space is this rubber pizza I found in this shop from the 80s. I scream about the Pirates of the Darkwater. They fucked me up when I was little. Now... It is just about pirates, aliens, and underwater creatures. The world of Mer, yay! I want a monkey bird! I'm one of the treasures they had to search for but they just never found me. This virtual insanity is long gone but Jamaica is coming fast! Well, I have had some amazing sex dreams.

Happy time! I'll DANCE until the sun comes up! The energy just keeps flowing until the legs give out on me. Sleep is all I need and worlds come out in my mind of excitement. The humming is great as well as a Passion fruit Yerba Mate drink. Yummm. Fairies corrupted me and raised my mind into outer space. Thank you!

Fairies fueled me as I saw Enya on the beach. My hands touched charcoal and created a fire lion. There is this poster I have had forever that has this poem on it called "To Dream"... To dream is to flow a creative mindset in yourself. Ever close your eyes. Ever stop and listen? Her words and sounds have been good to me for many years. She is a confront zone. Well, cats like me and I like them. Come tango with me as the mango falls into my mind. The ground dances as the grass tickles my feet. Take your shoes off and fill the Earth. The beautiful part about the feeling is life. If you walk on the carpet bare foot or have shoes on, you can't feel something living below you. It is okay just take off in your crash hazardous NASA space rocket and leave the blue beauty behind. I see Venus as the beginning like a fetus, Earth as in the living beautiful moment, and Mars as mystery dead corpse. Cycle is what we are on and only time can tell. For now I drift into the moment of feeling and memories. Dreams are colorful to me. There is this camp on the water dominated with women. It is hot there and has an all glass mansion on the mountaintop. Be careful because there is a evil weed monster that runs around up there. I found the monster to be funny, scary. Lights flash in the sky like a club. I felt like an amazon in that place. I tipped over a boat with george bush on it but when I fell in the water... I didn't feel wet, warm, or cold. I did float and could breathe but when I swam to the surface I sky rocket out of the water. The galaxy is a crazy place.

The journey to Olivia's mind has just begun.

Swamp of Light

Echoes float through the glowing green forest into the unseen swamps of life. Follow the frogs and toads into the muddy mush and the soft deep green moss. The little ones are coming so hurry and find a seat before they are all gone. It's time to jump start the party of trance because in one glance it will be all gone. Join hands and listen to the sound of serenity. Open your eyes and explore the world around you. The creatures move by with their eyes. Look deep into them and see the stars of whatever universe you desire. They are your friends because in this forest there are no enemies. Understanding them is the key. Center yourself with the sounds and vivid lights that dance gracefully off the gentle water. Geometric shapes are the guidelines, so follow them with your newfound friends. This is more than a dream or reality. It is you embracing a universe and creating at the same time. Now walk into the journey, look around, and observe. We are just taking a peek into truth. Understanding is the next step into your kingdom. The swamps are still here, but are seen differently than what they once were. The forest is one giant light. Move in closer to see the pulsating lights through the branches of the trees that are creating a language with planets. The swamp is so much more but now a bath of life and light. Love is moving through your fingers, into the ground as the world around you cups you with gentle wings that are yours and many others. It is time to look into the mirror and see you as one.


By Olivia Curry

Snow Cold

There is snow in the heart.

I can't hear it fall but I can feel it.

Colder and colder it gets...

I look into the white woods noticing the branches and roots of the trees just sitting there, no pulse, no warmth. They just sit there frozen in time and space.

There is a mad scientist working in the depths of the forest looking for logic and reason as to why the snow just keeps falling. The scientist distracts herself from the winter in May by Hope. Hope is her new invention. Once it works it creates and wormhole of light that pulsates through the veins and the heart.

The fact of the matter is the invention is not working because the scientist isn't centered enough to want it to work. So, she abandons her work and goes outside in search for the white rabbit in the snow. In the search for this rabbit the scientist loses herself in the white grace that is falling. I try to help and I put my hand over my heart to try and warm it up.

It's hopeless...

My nerves are so cold.

My passions can't move and I become careless.

Carelessness with what I loved, it falls out of my hands, and I end up hurting myself. So, more snow just keeps falling as I lose control.

What happened to my fire lion? I need you!

The past isn't needed and the future is wanted because there is nothing to fill it.

What happens if I cut myself and I don't bleed?

Am I still here?

An echo of one violin reaches my ear. I turn my head to look out into the depths of space and I cry for the garland of stars in the distance but they can't hear me. I know I can hear them and see them, but I can't fill them. My insides are ice.

My mind is caught in a blizzard of nothing. Thoughts burn and my eyes don't fill with tears anymore but cold blood. I must be going mad!

Madness is what I will consult too. So, help me now before I pull the sword out of the stone. Lets see how strong the trees are cause I will up root them and pull out the heart.

~Olivia

Loneliness is an illusion.

Loneliness is an illusion. One of the many illusions we have to face.
There will always be someone out there for you, no matter where you are.
Funny thing is we are the ones who end up creating the illusion in the first place. It is pretty much a pessimistic view on yourself. It’s perfectly natural to miss someone and be lonely at the same time that would be cause and effect. Some would say loneliness is wanting company, but it is more than just that… It is of a feeling of disconnection. The crazy part is disconnection is the mastermind behind all illusions. What people really thrive for is the connection. The connection between you and another human being. Some may call this connection, love or god. The beauty of this connection is... it is everywhere in everything from micro to the macro universe around us and in us or to something that can't be described into words.

~Olivia Curry~
Smile it’s beautiful! Your guru is done for the day ;)

The Ignorance where I work...

At a place where people work together, I fill I stand alone.

Here with my open heart and mind, the people aren't too kind.

I could take a stand but, I fill my words would have no meaning.

Here I stand with time swirling in my head and my world dead.

I fill I'm in disguise as I work side by side.

With whom you may ask?... Just people.

I just guess with ever person I see a light, but they just want to fight.

The fight lead by the night of religion and society.

The night that stands between the light.

I just hope in time connection will mean more to them than deception.

These people who do have names but are caught up in childish games.

Here I find myself looking into glass room and they look out into doom.

I cry for the true beauty of these people that is locked up deep down inside them. The beauty that is covered in deception....

Ignorance isn't bliss.

~Olivia~

Moving to Orlando in the Fall!

So, yea I'm moving to Orlando FL........ for school

-I'm going to cry and miss my friends :(
-Then I'm going to cry some more
-I'm going to make this the most unforgetable summer ever...
-When in Orlando I will search for Tribal Belly Dance classes for my shoulder to lean on when going to school almost 24/7.
-Fullsail the school I'm going too... has hardly any females... this sucks, bad! I get a Minority Scholarship tho...
-MUST FIND A WAY FOR ME TO PLAY AND DANCE WITH FIRE THERE!

Animation world here I come!!!!

So don't be surprised when you see space aliens or animals or even people animated on the big screen with a cosmic tribally nomadic sense of being in the movies by Pixar, Dreamworks, etc. It all depends on who I end up working for ;)
But first I have to go to school. I'm going to fullsail in the fall, www.fullsail.com.

I plan infiltrating the movie world with my crazy mad fun loving art with a message.
This message is hidden and only the right people will be able to see it and know it.

My art has a mind of it's own and I call her Kala.
And Kala going to be cooking a pot full of Universal Cosmic Tribally Culture-like Nomadic Love with Crazy Fun Acidic Happyness creeping over the edge. Wake up world here I come!

ps.
Hahaha guys, I'm soo odd.

What I Believe and Know...

I know I'm random because not everything needs an understanding.
I believe I live in a dream within a dream.
Waking up is a mere thought.
My dreams are kept in a big library, which is a forest with the greenest trees you ever did see. Believe me, I Know... I have been there in a dream. Each leaf from everyone tree shines as a memory of mine and each tree itself is a dream that is living. I do have beings that live in my beautiful forest. They do not have a label but are unique indie-visuals with names that cannot be heard but only felt. I do know that they watch over me and are with me. Believe me I have seen them. There is this one that is the keeper of my dreams and this one is precious to me. It kind of looks like a big otter with really long brown, fur that walks on its hide legs and wears a green cloak most of the time. Since I have come in Touch with this one, I have given it a name, which means dream keeper and is Dreamkeeper.
My forest does go through its seasons. Right now it is spring in the coming of summer. I'll know when I'm in fall because my skin will begin to wrinkle and my hair will change color. Winter is when my beings that live in my forest go into hibernation and my memories die. But it is okay because when a spring comes my forest is a live again. Spring is the beings favorite time of the life. It's their favorite because it is the most colorful. And the colors of the spring represents my youth again and the beauty of the imagination at the time. Spring is also the time for new moments that are memories.
I know to believe and I believe to know.