I quit smoking pot New Years Eve 2007 and I immediately enrolled in school. It's not like I have a moral objection to weed; it's like a switch flipped inside me. Maybe I grew weary of taking the boredom out of sitting.

So I'm an honors student now, embracing my inner math nerd, and I plan to become a high school math teacher. I'm working as a math and physics tutor. I'm probably the poorest I've been, but I'm happy. Me and Jason have downgraded our standard of living, we are in a studio apartment now. We eat a lot of spaghetti.

I've been working out. The only thing I have left to do is quit smoking cigarettes and I won't have that cognitive dissonance problem any more.

Peas

obviously poeple are interested in the handle cult bait. i think it's really lame that i'm blogging on it, but i've been getting a lot more profile hits since I changed the name so i'll tell yall profile readers ~why i call myself CULT BAIT:

A cult is essentially a religion that is under fire by the masses (en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cult) I've venver defined myself by a religion, but I identify with some new age stuff which has a lot of stigma, most people (even dirty hippies ;) think they're better than new agers.

Also I've always though about joining or starting my own ic, which looks a lot like a cult to the rest of the world.

Anf I'm pretty sure that given the right circumstances i really could be a convinced to join a coult.

So there you have it, I'm CULT BAIT

Hello Friends. Please check out my new tribe, a safe space. The intention is a place for tribe members to come when they need to talk about something that may be a little sensitive without being labelled.

Please check it out. If you think you may be able to help someone sometime, join up. tribes.tribe.net/safespace

THANK YOU

I was seriously about to write my life story. What was I thinking?!

Well for those of you reading, I'm gonna leave this for now and come back to it when it's buried under a little bit of time.

When I grow up I wanna be an old woman
When I grow up I wanna ba an old woman
An old old old old old an old old woman

Then I think I'm gonna find myself an old man
Then I think I'm gonna marry myself that ooold man
An old an old an old an old A really old man

We're gonna have a hundred and twenty babies
a hundred and five ten fifteen twenty babies
That's what I said a hundred and twenty babies

We'll raise em on tiger's milk and green bananas
Mangoes and coconuts and watermelon
We're gonna give em that watermelon when they start yellin...

-Michelle Shocked

That song came out when I was 5, I have loved it my whole life. My other favorite childhhod songs were karma chameleon and rocky raccoon cuz the animal references duh!
It's funny, usually when I put this sng on for someone for the first time they kinda cover thier ears and "La La La" till I shut it off. I can't take an objective point of view, I can only hear it as someone who loved it as a very little girl.

This will be one of 2 or 3 of these I'll post. I grabbed this one from a friend, but I've been wanting to write one myself. It's funny my real life friends post these things all the time and very RARELY do I learn something new about them, but it happens.

I think surveying my tribe friends is cool cuz I've never met any of you in the physical plane (question 1 answered)

So please answer and expect a personalized survey written by me in the near future!


1. Do we know each other outside of Tribe?
2. What's your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if I asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

I am having some incredible anxiety. Everything seems so futile. Intelectuals squabble to no end and accomplish nothing other than reinforcing individualistic walls. I have feelings of guilt and helplessness about the condition of the world, the condition of myself. I even find myself envying people who can do yoga and tricky stuff I've never learned. I've never been an envious person this is all just bubbling up and drowning me out of nowhere. I want to run away on my feet till I break apart or spontaneously combust. I feel like I'm walking around tied up and screaming. More later I'm being paid...

why is it when I OPEN up my EYES I see NOTHING but when I CLOSE my EYES everyone says I'm BLIND? And I say "I'm NAKED and I'm not a SINNER!" because the RABBIT told me NEVER to tell a LIE. I think EVERYONE has a MILLION things to TEACH me, but everyone's PASSED OUT ON THE FLOOR and the RABBIT said it was just the DRUGS, but the RABBIT LIES TOO DAMN MUCH

We're in the car and a truck drives behind our car spraying out a huge trail cloud of poisonous liquid aimed to kill no doubt.

Terrifying

We had to hold our breath and run home and shower, that's a small catastrophe not an organized plan!

just resounded in the background: Fear and Loathing on the Road to Hollywood A 1978 BBC documentary with Thompson and Steadman.

It's Jason's birthday today we ben rolindadubs all day...

And will be rollin around all night...

I'm diggin the quotes lately...

OMM: Thou art a subject of the divine, created in the image of man, by the masses, for the masses.

Let us be thankful we have an occupation to fill. Work hard, increase production, prevent accidents and be happy.

Let us be thankful we have commerce. Buy more. Buy more now. Buy. And be happy

hmm I ripped this off another site, maybe I should watch the move and get the lines in the right order

This is the most diverse site I've ever been a part of. I can find a tribe in almost any interest I have. I have made some incredible spiritual discoveries, I sincerely beleive that joining here was an important part of my spiritual journey, especially in the area of Sacred Geometry sudies. In the summer of 2003, I was 19 and I had chosen to read "Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life" while reading that book I had the most intense spiritual experience of my life. I am really extremely spiritually inexperienced, but I do have a tendancy toward ramndom, unfocused channelling all over the spectrum. So anyway if you want to hear my story just ask.

So I had been very spiritually "closed" for many years, not being able to reconcile having not found a spiritual group I identified with. A few months ago, I sought out Reiki and found the most amazing Reiki master. I have been recieving Reiki and it has really awakened my spiritual body. I hope to embark on a spiritual journey soon.

Peace, Heather

I'm Heather, I'm new here. Only one person I actually know is on here and he is Clance, so anyone else reading this is exploring me at this time. You should know I like myself very much, I do make a little bit of fun of myself at all possible times, I have a myspace which I spent a small amount of time tweaking as a projection of myself. If anyone cares to ask, I will show it to you. My main goal at this very point in time is securing a job working hard outdoors through the winter. I am much tougher than I look, I have just softened up since I had a baby and spent 2 years working in an office. I have worked outside in Chicago winters, but it's only really hard work when there's a lot of snow. I would love to meet new people so if you feel the whim, please do say hello. :)