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Tay

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joined on 09/27/03
last updated 09/23/06
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My Testimonials

February 16, 2007
Generous heart
Solid boots
Terrible jokes
Evil eye glint
Single malt plying
Poet
Giant
Fur-stitching
Self-contained
Gem
with lots of secret layers
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also
gave me the best massage I have ever had.
Hands down (or...knuckles down? thumbs in?)
He knows exactly how far and deep to go.
Amazing.







Unsu...
 
October 18, 2004
And then I realized, "There's a 6'7" ex-Marine kneeling over me with his elbow in my @ss..."

Taylor gives a fantastic massage, hands down. Some people say they go deep and leave me wanting more... not Taylor. He'll work out every kink (that you want worked out, anyway) and leave you floating in a cloud of endorphins.
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Waking dreamer

Hear the sound see the word, write the word.
Hear the spirit, see the spirit, become the spirit.

Not sure why I've let you go
the vision of my universal universe of service
In letting the flow of what makes no sense
Fill me up, and burst forth in new dreams
This physical reality is the fruition of other dreams, of other dreamers
Locked in the opiate fogs of fear and denial
That dream is true no matter who does the dreaming, for we all sleep
And my voice is only good for me, my dream can only start with me.

There is no world that we cannot create...
and if we can dream together who is to say what world we will will into the waking dream?
But it is not just the dream that brings that world to fruition and shifting condition
The dream is the intent, the beginning of the birth
There is the action of active dreams, of active dreaming
When my eyes open, the birth of my universe is complete and is only waiting to be born
Through my life and hands I bring forth my reality, my truth.

To be caught in the joy of the dream is in and of itself a dream of death
Processing the process we loose ourselves turning inward, constantly putting off the birth of our world
Contemplation is but one stage of the birth of self, one
...point on the wheel which must turn to be renewed
Placing oneself above the pivot in understanding and awareness
is the ultimate in sit and spin.

Let us dream a new birth of the self
and remove the axle from our seats.

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All that personal Stuff.

Gender
Male
Age
38
about me
Occasionally abashed sensualist, nice guy not at the end of the pack, a dichotomy of various paradoxes. Ex Marine turned Massage Therapist, 6'7" Teddy Bear, Bad Poet, Worse Dancer, Damn Good Hugs: if you ask nicely I'll even pick you up, with some upward limits on size. Toppish and Silly. More and more I'm aware that biographical information is at best a mask. I'm having a very very messy love affair with people in general, there is drama and apathay, hatred and passion...there is more to be learned and forgotten that I'll ever know. The internal and external worlds touch across a thousand points of the wavefront, so all I'm left with is the experience...and the acknowledgement of yours.
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My Blog


In searching for the truth, or meaning, or even THE TRUTH, we as a species often give ourselves over to the thoughts and ideas, the practices and the meanings that we find that work for us.

And for me, that last little bit is the important part. I find comfort in pragmatism. Whatever truth I find, whatever meaning comes to me that fits into this view of the world that I've created, I want it to work. I want it to work like building a fence is work, like unstopping a plugged sewage line i... read more
Fri, December 21, 2007 - 10:22 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
Skip if you might be offended at a mofo trying to pimp his biz.




As is my custom, I'm madly trying to scramble up some scratch for the
lovely holiday spending spree. This years special is as follows:

Buy two of any massage (they differ in length and location, your
house, my rental space in a yoga temple in Berkeley etc.) and get the
third one free.

Standard prices per single massage are:

Out call, 90 minutes- 100+25 dollar out call fee,
Out call, 60 minutes- 70+25 dollar... read more
Fri, November 23, 2007 - 3:07 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
and no one wants them, been posting them on every free give away, gift economy place I can think of....nothing.

Gonna junk them later today or tomorrow if I can't move them....which is sucky.


T.
Mon, October 15, 2007 - 6:04 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
I recently made a flogger from vegi materials, thought I'd share some ideas/tips I figured out the hard way. I asked for some imput from D. D. which was very helpfull.

Flogger: multi fall (tails/straps/the bits that hit you), usually more than 10 falls, less than ten falls is often referred to as a "cat-o-nine" and is a bit more stingy, whereas floggers are usually more "thuddy".

"knot" the portion of the handle where the falls connect to the grip or handle (I believe, could be wrong o... read more
Thu, July 26, 2007 - 10:38 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
We have an old couch that we want to move on to another home, much rather reuse/reupholster it than just toss it in the dump.

No one wants it that I can find so far. Can't find any schools that need old, solid furniture as class projects, can't find any 501c's that take anything that isn't pristine condition. The only people that will take the thing that I've found so far, is the dump, and they need me to pay them 50 bucks to take it.

Grrrrr.


Oh well, if anyone see's this and wan... read more
Mon, July 16, 2007 - 11:15 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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