DEAR FUCKING DIARY

i need a tribal drummer for a gig!

veganbombshell — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 06:28:30 GMT

For an upcoming event.... I reeeeally need an --->amazing, live, tribal drummer! I can't pay you, but I will personally make sure you get all the footage and it will be for my fire hooping set, which is about 4-5 min. It will be both recorded and photographed professionally. Let me know.. ;) VB

COME WATCH US PERFORM AT DECOM.. ON THE FIRE STAGE!!!!!!!! DEBUT OF THE "BELLYLOCKERS"!

veganbombshell — Sat, 13 Oct 2007 09:08:36 GMT

community » NEW ADDITION TO MY PIECE!! WATCH US PERFORM @ DECOM ON THE FIRE STAGE! 1 views since posting on Sat, October 13, 2007 - 2:06 AM Date & Time: Saturday, October 13, 2007 more on this date 12:00 PM Hey peeps! You MUST come check me out, the ONE, the ONLY, VEGANBOMBSHELL.... on the fire stage @ Decom.. motherfuckers! I go on with my fire hoop partner Valree btwn. 7:30-8pm (let's pray everything is on schedule :P). Our piece is called "Balance" and I will be half naked and playing "evil" ;) so come see!!! Then, I'll be going on again btwn. 10:30-11pm with Bianca. We are the "BELLYLOCKERS" and we'll be busting some pop-lock-WHAT! moves that will surely surprise your senses and take you away from the fire for a minute! Mid-performance we'll also be getting initiated into our Kundalini right--> RITUAL STYLE.. LIKE FOR REAL, FOR REAL.... ;P ON STAGE, by our other sister and LOVING GODDESS.. Monica AKA DJ IMAGIKA!! Damn, that's just too hot!!!!!!!!!!!!! P.S. THIS IS A VERY SPECIAL MOMENT IN BOTH MINE AND BIANCA'S LIFE AS WE'VE BOTH GONE THRU A LOT OF CHALLENGES IN THIS LAST YEAR. WE ARE FINALLY TAKING OUR POWER BACK AS TRUE GODDESSES AND DIVINELY OPENING OURSELVES UP TO THE KUNDALINI BALANCE WE DESERVE AS WOMEN! THANKS FOR BEING THE CHANNEL, MONICA!!!! SO, SHOW SOME LOVE EVERYONE!! WE'RE DOING THIS TO INSPIRE ALL OF YOU, TOO!!!!!!! AND THERE YOU HAVE IT! ***UPDATE!!!!! THIS PIECE NOW INCLUDES A SPECIAL SURPRISE APPEARANCE BY TYSON... AS OUR SHAKTI/SHIVA COUNTERPART. YOU WILL LOVE IT!!! *********************************************************************************** NOW---> HERE'S THE DOWN LOW!! ----> Come De-compress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEW LOCATION: Sante Fe between 4th and 6th St Bridge, Artist District Downtown LA Main gate is located on MATEO STREET AND PALMETTO. SATURDAY, OCTOBER 13th, Noon until 11 PM $10 in Playa wear/$15 in non-Playa street wear Children under 12 are FREE www.LA-BURNINGMAN.com rain or shine, it's PLAYATIME! It's that time again! Time to grab those dusty boots you just don't have the heart to clean off and experience the art, the culture and the thrill of Burning Man, brought to life on the streets of downtown Los Angeles. This is an annual event to bring the spirit of Burning Man alive in our community. PARTICIPATE! Just like Burning Man, this event is put on through volunteer efforts. We are currently looking for volunteers the day of the event. If you are interested, please contact: monica@thedolab.com This is an art event. Come, immerse yourself in eleven hours of art and performance with theme camps, art cars, art installations, street performers and 2007 imagery. ARTISTS (in alphabetical order): ADAM MOSTOW APPELUSA ARMEN ZEITOUNIAN BILL GILMAN CHARLIE CURRY DAVID KNUDSON DAVID SHIELDS DON NORRIS JAMIE WEDOW JON JUSKIN LINKA ODOM MATTEO MEGAN DEAINZA MICHAEL ALLEN MICHAEL WISNIEUX MIGUEL CABALLERO NICK BOSWELL NICOLAS BAUTA RAY CIRINO RYAN JESENA SARAH SEAN SOBCZAK STEPHEN GARY STEPHEN NORRINGTON SUZETTE VAL THEME CAMPS (in alphabetical order): BLACK ROCK YEARBOOK BOUNCY BOUNCE CAMP CAMELTOPIA CLUB BABY SEAL PLUSH LOUNGE DISORIENT LOUNGE D'MAN'S LAIR FLATTERY CAMP GREEN TEAM ECO ZONE KRISHNA CAMP LA DREAM TEAM LA MUDPEOPLE ORAL MOISTENING CAMP PLAYA SURFERS PROMETHEATRICS SAGRADA BY DRAGON DEBRIS SPIRIT WIND CAFÉ SUN VALLEY CAMP TABULA RASA BEADING CAMP 8 stages featuring DJs, live bands, performance art, spoken word poetry, fire troupes, aerialists, workshops and lectures on sustainability, new green technology and the Earth friendly movement. STAGES (in alphabetical order): BBC CLOWNARCHY FIRE STAGE GREEN LECTURE STAGE GREEN SECTOR LIVE DUMPSTER DIVE RUFF AND RA VENICE VIBE TRIBE FEATURING THE MUSICAL TALENTS OF (in alphabetical order): 20 MEAT 6 FRY, 40 FT. JESUS, ALBINO, ANTON TUMAS, ARLAN'S ORGANISMS, AUDIO VOID, BONNIE DELIGHT DELIGHT, BRAIN GARDEN, BRASSWORK, BRIAN RAY, BROOKLYN, CARLY D/TAMO, CHAPLIN MXR, CHRIS RYAN, CONNIE JEAN, COOKIMON, COUSIN LOVERS, DAT GIRL (WITH HEAVENLY FATHER), DAVE SWEETEN, DAVID HUGHES, DIRT RYTHYMS, DISINTEGRATE, DJ ASTRAL, DJ CORY SAGE, DJ GUTI, DJ MYCHO PAN COCOA, DJ SEAMLESS, DMT, FANTUZI, FATFINGER, FLOW, FUXEDOS, THE GEOMETRIST, GODESS VIBE TRIBE, GOOFERMAN, HENRY STRANGE, HOWARD AMB, IMAGIKA, INTERACTIC GODDESS THEATER, JUSTIN PAUL, KIVA, LA MUD PEOPLE, LAZY SLAVE, LEE MAYJAHS, MANNY, MARQUES WYATT, MEE MU, MOJO W & VIBRATION ARMY, NICK THE NECK, NICOLA, NIELS MAYER, NIGEL RICHARDS, NOVATRON, ORIGINAL BOOTY BURGLARS, PETER JOBS, RENFEY, ROOTABREAKA, ROVER'S PINKY, RUFF HAUSER, RYANART, SAMANTHA GIRON DANCE PROJECT, SEDA/SQUARE ONE, SHADOW PORN THEATER, SPYROS, STEVE BOYETT, STILT CIRCUS, SUN BYTE, SWITCH MISTRESS, SYRENA, THE, LUMINARIES, THE MAGICAL HARP/HIGH PRIESTE SS, THOMAS LANN, KODAMA TAIKO DRUMS, TODD SPERO, TOSHI, TREVOR, UCLA BATU, ULKULADY, UNITED BY SOUND, VENICE VIBE TRIBE/SATCHI OM, VIDEO MONTAGE, WARDEN AND JUNE, WARLORDS, YEH-BE-DE Decompression is an opportunity to come together and share the art, performances, theme camps, photos, videos and stories from the playa; to re-connect with family and friends; and collaborate to create something new. It is, at its simplest, a reunion. But more significantly, it is a thoroughly participatory celebration of Burning Man art and community within our larger communities... Park on 1st, 2nd or 3rd and walk down to the main gate, located at MATEO and PALMETTO, downtown los angeles. FOR FULL LIST OF ARTISTS, THEME CAMPS, AND PERFORMERS, AND FOR TIME SLOTS, PLEASE VISIT: WWW.LA-BURNINGMAN.COM For info on the black rock arts foundation, please visit: WWW.BURNINGMAN.COM Posted by: ~VEGAN~ ~bmbshl~ Los Angeles 252 friends

wow i should..

veganbombshell — Mon, 24 Sep 2007 08:45:03 GMT

probably use thing once in a while. hmm, strange, this is more my community, but I network more on myspace. Hmm. Hmm. Like really network for jobs and stuff. And get this, make good money! Woo! Oh, wait, that's craiglist. Shit, I forget. Anyways, I always get hit on here at tribe.net. Interesting double edged sword or no, I mean, catch 22...????? Haha. I swear I'm smart. JUST KIDDING!!!! But about which one? Oh, and I'm still searching for truth and striving towards enlightenment. Maybe performing at Decom. Def kicking ass in my own life. Cept for a few things.. A bizarre relationship to say the least. Thought I'd write, uh, no one really, and say hi. VB

back on track

veganbombshell — Tue, 08 May 2007 05:59:05 GMT

haha.. went to the forest.. crazy shit.. but the faeries made me promise to not speak of it--- anyways- life is good. on my way back motherfuckers! watch out. lovin life again.. and slowly returning :P i'll keep ya posted-- Vbomb

still lookin for veg roomie for june!

veganbombshell — Tue, 08 May 2007 05:56:26 GMT

the details- heart of hollywood (off of santa monica blvd. by vermont), spacious two bdrm, shared util, $645 rent/ $645 dep, own entrance (back door attach to bdrm), hardwood floors, big bath, big kitch, big porch, parking space inc., no pets, yes, internet.. the necessities- YOU must either be a vegeterian/vegan OR understand and respect that lifestyle (which I live) by honoring the NO MEAT rule (eggs, cheese okay with your own pan), AND no chem cleaners and no drugs.. but 420 friendly ;P. Btw- I have two kitties, meoow.. about me- I am vegan, an environmentalist, artist, and dedicate my life towards spirituality and enlightenment. I am not perfect and you don't need to be either, just clean and SANE... atleast most of the time :) I prefer females, cos if you're a str8 guy, you'll probably end up falling inlove with me... I'm not stuck up, just honest. I deal with that dynamic in the outside world and don't need it in my SAFE sanctuary, period. But, if you are a dude and think you're pretty damn enlightened in the area of male/female polarities, then hit me up and we'll see if we can work something out.. Please repost, pass along, and get the word out.. Help a sistah out! Veganbombshell

here i am. yes, i'm alive..

veganbombshell — Mon, 30 Apr 2007 21:50:45 GMT

hahaha.. tribe.. well, i'll post here, fuck it. i'm more of a myspacer cos all that happens round here is dudes trying to holla and damn that shit gets old! but i need to say some shit here, too. my attempts will be more intelligent in the near future.. bare with me as i wear the word FUCK out. anywho- my life has been extraordinarily fucking enlightening, fucking ecstatic, and fucking suicidal all at the same time. the latest.. well, i invested two yrs of my life into someone who completely fucked me over (yes- while all the other gnarly shit was going on, the lessons of course) -- being as that I HAVE NEVER BEEN FUCKED OVER BEFORE.. it has stopped my life in the most scary way. my psychic chords have never been severed and destroyed in such a way. bla bla. i'm in humboldt right now-- so i don't want to get into too much here.. i'm trying to grow and move forward. the trees and forest is all i really have right now. oh, and some bomb ass friends who literally have saved me many times. yes- i am totally suicidal and stuck in darkness, but at the same time, being enlightened in every light filled way possible. it is so fucking hard being me. damn. i just wana go back. i changed my mind, i don't want this assignment anymore ;) okay, maybe i do.. but i'd like to NOT be schizo thruout please.. ??? stay tuned for more blogs that will actually have a point and some fucking HARDCORE knowledge to drop. vb

omg i am freaking out

veganbombshell — Wed, 21 Mar 2007 17:51:43 GMT

Well, I have not found a roomate and my current living situation is more and more fucked each day I get closer to the 1st. Majority of people flake, like don't even call back or show up. I am truly terrified and have to reach out in hopes that there may be some sort of help or guidance coming my way. I'm trying to have faith in the universe, but this last year has made it hard. My current roomie just signed a lease.. and still, I have no leads.. and it's not from lack of effort.. Fuck man, I have been thru hell this last year. From my ex-friend turning into a killer, three car accidents (two with my brand new car getting hit weeks after purchase), purchasing a car that died three days later and getting fucked for that money, helping a friend kick an addiction, losing my best friend, losing my relationship w my mom to addiction, dealing with post trauma stress, health problems from stress, bodily injuries from accidents which have affected my dancing/performing, being part of an abusive relationship, and now possibly, being homeless.. not to mention a few others that I don't need to get into here.. My point is... I am so scared because of this last year's un-lucky theme.. that now.. things will just keep getting worse. I am a big believer in positive thinking and am well aware of how we create circumstance for our higher learning.. but, I am still human... I am terrified that I will lose all that I have left, which is my home... I can't take much more of this tragic existence.. I am a black fucking hole at this point.... please pray for me... and please send me light.... thanks.. VB

Room for rent in Hollywood!!! Need to rent out last 2 wks of March or April 1st!

veganbombshell — Fri, 02 Mar 2007 04:03:25 GMT

Well, it's about that time. So, here it goes! SPACIOUS two bdrm, 1bth (shared), hardwood floors, big porch, big kitchen, no landlord on premises, your own parking space, herb friendly, rent is 645... all in the heart of Hollywood! I have two cats, and love animals! I'm a vegan/vegetarian, practicing environmentalist, and live a very conscious lifestyle. I'm currently pursuing all areas of the performing arts as well as maintaining my dedication towards my spirtualism. I am not perfect, and my roomate (that's you) doesn't have to be either. Just nice, clean, and RICH :P.. just kidding bout' that last one. Oh yeah, no meat/lard allowed in the house. Fish, eggs, cheese okay as long as you use your own pan for cooking. Email me if interested, not here because I may not get it!!! This could be a beautiful match :D! One more thing, communicating compassion a MUST.... NOT A PARTY PAD, though I'm totally down with visitors! Thanks! ~Devin Veganbombshell@yahoo.com (please use this email)

Weeeeeell, huyuck hiyuck, haven't been here in a while kiddies..

veganbombshell — Fri, 22 Dec 2006 12:27:44 GMT

Wow, tribe o rama. Last time I was stoppin by.. I was going thru the worst time ever, but the most enlightening time ever, my SATURN RETURN. And yes, I made it thru! So, what has this little bshelly been doin? Only rocking the fuck out! So much to say, but it's 4 am so I gota make it quick like. Okay, acting, yes yes!!! I have been in class at The Actor's Playpen for quite a while now. I'm stage managing as well as taking classes.. so I be the bitch in charge!! Myself and some other fellow students are having an industry showcase in Jan that I'm stoked on.... that's where I'll be performing a scene in front of casting directors.. could be cool.. And yes, I'm still hoopin my heart out. Just finished advanced intensive training with Rayna of Hoopnotica AAAND was blessed to be part of a magazine spread w the hooping goddesses of Hoopnotica!!!! We will be published in a mag around the beg of the year. I'll get back to you on that one ;). Been shooting, modeling. It's fun and seems to be what's really landed on me lately. So, I'll take it :O!!!!!!! Got some rockin shoots comin up. Saryn Angel, a good friend of mine, and I will be collaborating soon. Stay tuned.. Have some cool pin up stuff comin up, AND I will be workin behind the scenes with one of my FAV photographers Bill, as his make up artist as well... which is always fun!!! Oh yeah, poi. Yes, POI. I just finished classes with FireGroove. Hannah, Kamala, and Lester fucking rock and are just HOT and amazing people!!!!!!!! I'll be performing at a New Yrs party with them in Hollywood!! I'll hit back here w details. Dancing, well? I have a pole now and am looking for private lessons... Yes, I want to strip! WWOOWOWO!! And I'm still planning on continuing my hip hop training fo sure, which I must say, right about now, is ASS KICKIN, but temp on hold due to a car accident fucking my back up!!! However, there is ALWAYS room for more tho, so I will continue my private lessons in the advanced levels of popping, locking, and breaking with my amazing and talented teacher upon the sizzling out of the holiday glee. Word. Bellydancing..??? Oh YES.. I want to manifest some high end parties they pay mad CASH MONEY B!!! Music.. ohh music. Well, I'm a bit of a singer myself, but it something majorly behind the scenes for me. I write lyrics.. have a ton.. and eventually, and very soon, will be bringing that more to the table as well. So, as you see, I got me a lot to do. So far so motherfucking good. Here it is............. Yes, fame. Why? My main deal is and will always be, eating healthy, veganism, magick, living in love, co existing, co creating, being an environmentalist, and one of my personal FAVS... SUSTAINABLE LIVING.. MORESO.. spreading the damn word!!! How? Dropping art like bombs of course. All else is very intense and fucking ecstaticly sociopathic. Enlightenment is still, why I'm here. I grew up in Hollywood, so it can never swallow me whole. That is dope. VEGANBOMBSHELL stay tuned for more pics

Twin Phoenix is born!

veganbombshell — Fri, 18 Aug 2006 06:25:11 GMT

Hey.. check Me out AND my kick ass roomate, Brent, doing our *chakra ritual/fire dance magick* @ www.youtube.com.. then search Twin Phoenix. We did it for you :) so go... now! Love VeganBombshell. Peeeeeeace.

The latest~

veganbombshell — Fri, 05 May 2006 06:12:01 GMT

Well, the only harm I went thru with Steve, was mostly psychic.. we did HOOK up though once about a mnth b4 it happened.. at which time some demon blood was injected into my psyche. But I have since cleared myself of that and work everyday to keep the chords cut. He recently wrote me his first letter. You know, everything he said was so enlightened, so brilliant. He is channeling like never before. I just wish he would've found himself prior to becoming a killer. I do have to keep my distance, but I still talk to him about once a month. Either I'm a super enlightened being who sees into the spirit of all.... connecting karmically to the ties that bind and stem off of unconditional love, or.. I'm just one fucking twisted hottie. I'm open to your opinion on that one yo. I just found out today though that I may be called back as a witness for days on end in SAN DIEGO. Jesus livin lord.. And I have NO CAR because just recently I was slammed into by a drunk driver who totalled my car. No car, sux! All I want to do is dance and perform. But right now I have all these legal matters (cos I have an attorney who is suing the lady who hit me).. AND my back is all tweeked from the accident! Man, I just wana dance...... and perform, and be free again!!!!!!!!! So many obstacles. But I am committed to growing and still remaining strong. These challenges bring light in so many ways... I am aware. I just feel really alone right now... like I'm on a different planet than ya'll..... ~VB~

My first subpoena... as a witness to a killer's mind.

veganbombshell — Mon, 01 May 2006 06:29:22 GMT

Well, I just got the subpoena in the mail today. This should be interesting.. never been on the stand before... What is really fucking intense is that I may be the only thing standing in between the murderer and the death penalty. Being as that I don't believe in the death penalty, I suppose that is good... but nor do I believe in saying fuck it to your sanity either, like he did. We'll see what happens. Wish me luck everyone.. some hardcore shit. Send me light.... ~~VB~~

surprises

veganbombshell — Wed, 26 Apr 2006 06:05:35 GMT

A few years ago I met this guy. He well, he was the shit! So amazing, enlightened without even knowing. We originally dated but ended up being really good friends, a rarity for a lot of guys. He made me laugh like no other and understood me inside and out. He was one of my most favorite people on earth. A soul brother connected thru lifetimes by the thread of karma. He gave me hope, and unconditional love in a world where I felt alone, very alone. Our friendship drifted when he moved, but we did everything we could to stay in touch. Finally, it got too hard because we missed eachother too much, and financially, it got harder and harder to meet up. We lost touch for 6 mnths. Then about 3 mnths ago, I felt the need to get back in touch. We started talking again and I came to know that his addiction to alcohol and drugs had came back with a vengeance and his mental state was not well. I knew psychically he needed me and I listened. I was dedicated to this man's well being like no one else. So I returned to him once again, as a sister in light, as he called me. I hauled ass and drove to visit him, and far. He was not well. Something was wrong, very wrong, only I didn't know what. So I stayed at his house, met his roomate, ate spaggs at midnite, and slaved myself under bizarre psychic attacks because I loved him so unconditionally. It was my Shamaness assignment that had to be done. Three days of watching him lose his mind to anger, sorrow and supressed emotions.. all coming out in fits of rage set off by life's little kickers. Been there done that, but I still knew shit was not okay. Still, stayed the nite and slept next to him and held him. I watched him cry when everyone else just wanted him to make them laugh as usual. I just cried with him. We dreamt together, both horrific and beautiful. The next day I met his roomate briefly before leaving and made my way back home. Before leaving, I was writing in my journal how terrified I was and didn't know why. I cried for a few minutes before leaving, knowing it would be my last time seeing him. I talked to him a few wks later and things seemed better. He was in school, inlove, and had dreams, big dreams. But my last words to him then were "I'm never going to see you again am I?" I knew things weren't okay. For weeks I was haunted. Constant premonitions and nightmares... My life was upside down and the world was stripped of all it's bullshit. I saw everything clear like never before, but the darkness was taking over, and my shadow was talking louder than ever. Warning me, preparing me. My guides were close. I later found out why. Three wks later, he killed and raped his roomate (the one I met) brutally. And in the very same house I stayed in with him. I was the first person he called after he did it.... only, I was at work when I got his message and confession.. He was then on his way to my house but at the last minute changed his mind and went elsewhere. Later that nite, he turned himself in. He is in jail and will be for a long time, maybe even death row. He writes me. The spiritual journey that begun on that nite has changed my life in many ways. This is something worth sharing because it is real. This is a means of me bringing attention to something I strongly believe is not faced often enough. Our darkness. That nite, was the beginning of my Shamaness training. My initiation into a world I have been preparing for my whole life. This was by far, the most necessary experience of my life. Let me add, the greatest awakening yet. And to those who stood by me thru it all, thank you. YOU are my family. I love you. I will write soon again, and you will know why. For now, take a look around your life and ask yourself, who is healthy for you, WHAT is healthy for you? Who is serving your spirit in a positive way? Who has been sucking you psychically? Are u being real with people, and yourself? Are u balanced in light and darkness??? Remember, one does not exist without the other. I'll be back when the stars say so. ~~VeganBombshell~~

MoMenTum

veganbombshell — Thu, 15 Sep 2005 19:05:57 GMT

I am fearing death again, as my friend Looking forward, but only to the end The str8 line I drew, is now ready to bend... As the downward spiral, I begin to descend. Forgot-in-time, there was yesterday What now is close, was better far away Moving thru the sky, watching blue turn to gray Waiting for tomorrow, erasing today.. Zero holds meaning... when your reality, starts to stray... It's just another.. It's just another day...