odd
i have not thought about him
for quite some time now
wonder why after all these years
a strange morning air reminds me of
the love
the pain
the abuse
the way it was
the way it had always been
and still i sit here
mute
silent
reminiscent
choked
alone
yet far better than lonely
but strong enough to
let myself cry

odd
the last time finally came ~

what does any of it mean
really - what does
any of us really do for
one another turn a-
round shoot away
o captain, my captain
o brother - where is the light
o father where is our
Mother - o Mother
level the spiral scales
time poured infinite
a nice pile set to the side
to do with as you please
Mother - o Mother
an hour is upon us
a final resonance from
parallels - whether fire
or air be it water and earth
Mother- o Mother
my Will be true - let
what is in your nature
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just because you can
does not necessarily mean
you should
to test the waters by a
desire driven to challenge
energies which conceal their
own power of agenda in
manipulating the ego to a
belief camouflaged as
a sense of control
the physical act will consume
the spiritual soul
using its’ produced intent
to again consummate
an unwelcome guest
unto us all

once open there is no turning back

hell of a time
you and i
hell of a time
indeed
if we continue on
after all this
better it be our love
than any other
which brings us to an
end result -
these latent days
met without hope
in consideration
to giving in by given all
as we come home
descendant
unto our internal inferno
lost inside levels of
rhyme less reason
to hurt with verse pain
to guide with emote curse
until we ruin one another
complete as an
end result ~

i never said i wasn’t a fool
to at leas... read more

at what point are the great minds who rule progression
stumble upon an obvious pretense to the recycled advancement
by double billing this new conscious green movement while in
an opposite attempt - dress up realities common sense through
the wonderful world of public relations all in the name of science
to convince the masses to crash a rocket on a crater of our moon
is in no way compromising the systems delicate balance effect
caused from mans civilized curiosity in hopes to discover... read more