Vote for Me as Your Lazer 103.3 Rock Girl!

Voting starts at 7A tomorrow (Friday) for the Lazer 103.3 Rock Girl Search! You can vote as often as you want. I'm the ghost on page two =P

Please vote! Voting goes through October 21st and the more votes I get the more chance I get to compete in the top ten. If I make it there, your chance is good for some great parties, connections, and a hell of a lot of fun!
Win or lose, it would be sweet to compete in the finals. So, please vote for me as often as you can!

www.lazer1033.com <--- The place you vote!
Woo hoo! <3

I Need Your Help!

Vote for me as your Lazer 103.3 Rock Girl! Voting starts Friday, October 12th and if I win, you will definitely share in my prizes! Can anyone say road trip in my free, leased car? or parties in my loft? not to mention, connections to all the concerts in the area?

Vote for me! <3
I'm not on the website, yet, but I will be soon. Go to www.lazer1033.com to vote!
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I had a dream...

that the world was going to end due to some political conspiracy. All the while some little girl who's famous was going to move to LA to get the world's best calculator, which was covered in cheap, pink rhinestones. I, however, was materbating in a garage while some guy told the little girl to show cleavage and she'll get the calculator here at home.

...Whatever I ate before bed I should really avoid eating again.

Update

The results came back and I'm good. I will have to be monitored for a while to make sure, but at this point things are looking up.

Other things are even better.

However, my car's in the shop again =-/

Every now and then I take a deep breath at work and think of the other Saturday. I feel a nestalgia buzz and hear people laughing around me. Speaking of which, my fingers are currently tingling. I blame Nate (the guy I'm dating =P ). I haven't felt the blood escape my extremities to this extreme in... *thinks*
Nevermind, too depressing to think about. Point being, I like this guy. Let's hope he sticks for a while.

...Now, what to tell the other guy.

Thanks

Sounding like I don't have cancer. I'll find out for sure in a week. Keep the healthy vibes coming and thanks those of you who sent them.

515 and Vibes Needed

Thanks everyone for making 515 Alive so great! My first experience spinning fire rocked, everyone was a ton of fun, and it was so great to see so many of you!
The afterparty also rocked! Thank you to Karen and Tyler for making your place so inviting and making sure we were all happy and comfortable. It was definitely one of the best afterparties I've been to. I haven't been to one in so long, so it was really good to finally go. Afterparties have always been my favorite part =)

Now, for something completely different. If you could all send some positive healthy vibes my way on Thursday I'd really appreciate it. I won't go into why, but I would REALLY appreciate it.
Thank you and I love you all =D

Frustrated

I've been very upset lately. I'm not sure at what in particular, but it's taking over and creating aches and pains throughout my body. I hurt, I hate, I'm sad, and I just can't stand anything. I'm horribly irritable and get upset over little, dumb things.
Obviously, I'm depressed. I don't really know how to feel better. Being with people only pushes my feelings back for a small amount of time and I know once they're gone, I won't want to eat and all I'll want to do is sleep.
I hate feeling like this. I want to feel better, but I can't afford and don't like psychiatrists.
Any suggestions? Any ideas about why I'm so upset? I don't even know why =-(

Someday is now

I bought two prints by Ruth Thompson I've been wanting for three years online last night. Soon I'll have the tattoo I've been wanting for two. I always told myself "someday I'll buy those paintings and hang them above my bed" and "someday I'll get this tattoo on my foot." I realize now that if I keep saying "someday" it'll never happen. I now have my own place and my own life. I no longer need anything from anyone (of course I still love and want my friends and family around and I do need them on some level). Now's the time for someday. Otherwise someday becomes "when I have enough money" or "when I retire" or "when I have the time" and those times never come. If I'm lucky enough to retire and even retire well, I probably won't want to do those things anymore. My goals will change, as they do in time.
So, now's the time for Ruth Thompson paintings, tattoos, and sky diving. Now's the time to be youthful and do the things I love before I get swept away by the expectations of society to be what it has prepared me to be.
Now is the time I create patterns for the rest of my life. Who do I really want to be?

Taking Time

I attribute my strangely low blood pressure to my love of looking at the sky and pondering how close it is to a watercolor painting. I still can't figure out how the white of the stars on a canvas can glow through all those different shades of blue.
My occassional dizziness can't merely be caused by the fact that my blood likes to take its time through my veins. I think it's a natural high due to the fact that every little thing in this beautiful world fascinates me. I'm dizzy with the euphoria the breeze through my skirt gives me or the ecstasy caused by the smell of good cologne.