I find this is a daily duel of the mind. Part of me trying so hard to talk my body and baby into going into labor... and also getting disappointed and frustrated when each morning I awake still full of baby... hoping again that today is the day. Another part of me is saying "what's the hurry, enjoy your pregnant body while you've still got it!" and constantly whispers encouraging words of patience, reminding me to enjoy the Now. Each voice stronger at some moments than others.

Tomorrow I ... read more

.:41 weeks 1 Day:.

Each day I experience new sensations that I know carry Us gently toward my baby's birth. I awake each morning bright and cheery to be able to give my baby yet another day of being nourished in the wholeness of my womb. I give my body, with conscious intent, all the love and nourishment that flows through me, while I willingly share my body with the brand new vessel growing within. I know the Soul who has chosen me as Mother will love, adore and hold sacred that vessel w... read more

In anticipation of my baby's impending birth, I am amidst wakes of vibration of movement and thoughts that stir me at my core. Beckoning my consciousness, opening and awakening what was once in deep slumber. Magik abounds in natures wisdom and beauty. I am excited to give birth during this time in this space reality... Where so much is changing and moving, shifting and opening, expanding and growing. May my child be blessed with all the benefits of emerging at this time. Bless me too, that I ... read more

40 week update! I've been going up and down with anticipation of labor starting :) I am completely jazzed about my Birthing time. I've had a few exciting bouts of practice labor lately, where I felt lots happen, and grew a lot from each experience. I'll just tell ya all about it :)

About a week or so ago I had about an hour bout of practice waves, where I was like "whoa", after the excitement and waves wore off, I lay there thinking...

"Oh my god, that was intense! How am I gonna han... read more

I am around 38 weeks now, and have (like most women at my stage of pg) get lots of "practice labor" or "practice contractions" lately... yesterday I was sitting comfortably on the couch reading a wonderful book by Amanda Blake Soule, and to my surprise this rush of energy took me over! My focus was swept away in it, and all the sudden I realized how wonderful I felt. My belly tightened and waves of pleasure pulsed from my vulva area. I all the sudden realized how much pressure I felt as the b... read more