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tra ma
Tue, September 25, 2007 - 10:40 PMtra
ma
so fragile this question
of place
and time
so fragile are we
when placed between the catastrophic
quietness and waiting
waiting
memories are weights upon residual buoyancy
clasp to this moment
to these words
enough confusion that comes from simply not knowing
not knowing
or knowing
that things take their own course regardless of how we help it along
reckless
waiting
fragile
holding vigil to the inevitability
of what…?
holding on
clear in the mind, the image of love
it is not a sacrament
against any number of well worn truths
fra-gile
reduced in this crucible
it would only be sad if we refused to live
regardless
of truth and beauty and the disparate warmth
offered by a hand out stretched
there are no words for this
only raw waiting
fragile
so fragile
but so incredibly strong
for TB
9/25/07
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Tue, September 25, 2007 - 10:40 PM -
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Wed, September 26, 2007 - 3:49 AM
YOU WROTE ME A POEM?
d00d! you're the best!
seriously, i'll have to read this when i'm more awake (trying to get to the market before siesta.) |
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Wed, September 26, 2007 - 8:08 AM
well no... actually
it's for todd blair who had a serious accident at the SRL show in amsterdam a few days ago. he is currently in a coma. I've known todd for many years (in fact dj'ed his wedding a long while ago) and his current SO is my architect for the topanga house building project. I wanted to try to understand the questions regarding the wait for physical limbo to resolve, i.e he's in a coma and we have no idea really what will happen. I've been in a mild daze for a few days and after writing this last night I did feel a weight being lifted off me. in fact, I dreamt of todd and I walking along lake merritt in oakland (not far from where he lives with alex) and he and I spoke, it was odd because in the dream I had full awareness of him being in a hospital room in amsterdam, and I felt protective but he assured me that he was fine and it was just going to take some time before things will be normal again. I don't what really know what to think about it, I mean, was that just my psyche telling me to relax in the face of things that I have no real way of dealing with? or...?
if you want more information about his progress or want to help out (there is a fund being setup to help with expenses while they are out of the country) look at: toddblair.wordpress.com/ |
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Wed, September 26, 2007 - 10:44 PM
that's beautiful
I hope Amy and Alex read it to Todd.
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