Today I came home from my belly q class (bellydance burlesque) and my parents had the day off of work, so they were both home (usually my father works nights) and gathered around the tv eating from their favorite burger joint (Sliders)- used to be mine too, but i quit eating that shit. now, i've already told my parents about my new, healthier eating habits, and my goals to lose the weight. after getting my gym clothes off my mom comes in and says...
"there's a burger in there for you too, yanno. with onion rings."
and i put my head down and said "mooooom!" with a great big sigh...
"WELL then DON'T EAT IT!"- she walks away...

WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE TRYING TO DO TO ME?! That was seriously not supportive. she could have at LEAST got a chicken sandwich for me or something... some kind of healthier choice! so i debated... i debated and debated... to eat the burger- to not eat the burger... calculated the calories.... called my boyfriend who is like the ONLY one i can come to about this... he was just like... "yeah, that was really fucked up... what is she trying to do?"

now, my mom isn't like a mean person or anything... but maybe she's testing me? maybe she's jealous? i dunno...

but i didn't eat it. i made my usual dinner (salad), with a healthy dessert (strawberries), because i needed to pat myself on the back for resisting my favorite burger ever... ever... ever....

I thanked her later for the meal, but told her i'm trying really hard not to eat like that anymore. i told her i'd leave it for my father's lunch tomorrow, and that if she feels the need to get me anything anymore, that it PLEASE at least be a healthier choice- chicken is cool, salads are cool...

but SERIOUSLY... WHAT THE FUCK...