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Bella

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I want to delicately peel the layers off you, articulately focusing on each one as I go. Literally, your clothes. Metaphorically, your mind. Each layer taking with it a parallel of inhibition. I want to seduce your skin and inhale your scent, layer by layer, breath by breath. I will sculpt the outline of your mouth under the tips of my fingers and mold my body methodically against yours. I will undress your desire and expose those out of the way, rarely visited spots. I will elicit responses ... read more
Sun, January 28, 2007 - 9:11 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
You plague me still. Go away. Get out. Leave me, *please*. My insides beg, scream, each time you awaken them. They sleep quietly most days, my internal pains. I think it’s dead, what you made me feel... that you’ve finally withered and fallen from my vine. But there is still life in that pain. Dormant but breathing. Does it ever cease to exist?

You are stealth, hiding in recesses I did not know existed. Fire and ice, alternately burning me at unexpected times. I’ve walked and walked, a mi... read more
Sat, January 27, 2007 - 1:02 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
You are still here inside me, although you have gone. Water spills on me and it is virtually impossible to not remember your outline in the candlelight. I am cleansed and yet I still taste you on my lips and smell you on my hands. You have been inhaled into my lungs and your scent lingers there. Vaporous and ethereal there are traces of you that are not tangible but I feel them nonetheless. Your hands have left a ghostly imprint on me, both in my mind and on my skin. I feel them still, caress... read more
Mon, January 22, 2007 - 9:22 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Falling

There is a space in time, a contained period with blurred edges that suspends inside me. It is a future memory, so clean and clear, because it is a birth; a newness so strong and sweet that it has already carved itself into me. This space… it fills me up and overflows, washing away the moments of wondering with moments of knowing. It is a time I cling to in my heart, will cling to even after it has passed or evolved into something else, because it is startling and rare.

Unspoke... read more
Sun, January 21, 2007 - 10:01 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
It found me. An imperfect heart in the dirt, a rock-hard symbol of love. They have found me before, winking, waiting for my assessment of acceptability. They are different shapes and sizes, somehow reflective of the snowflake-uniqueness of every real heart I’ve encountered. But usually I am looking for them; today I was not. I looked down, not seeing, wrapped up in the tangled intricacy of the moment. A moment of trying to bridge so many distances, of trying to mend a complicated cloth to whi... read more
Fri, January 19, 2007 - 11:02 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
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