its the nature of these things, these things that happen, that has me being everything i am and pondering the am nots. i've driven myself to the edge of sanity (and perhaps a bit beyond) these past several months.. years... the thing is i always wake up with myself, in my head, wrought out from my emotional vagaries. ease, and the nature of ease, should never be dismissed, yet there still is that whole adventuresome thing that can take over. seeking still, i am still a seeker, and not quite sure of the thing things feelings persons objects places gods wonderments that i seek. to say i am a pilgrim is too much, a pilgrim has a calling - an objective.

me, i'm just wandering.



an advance happy new year to you, my family and friends... enemies and indifferents. maybe we can wander together for a bit in the next fifty-two weeks. prospero anos!