Recieved notice in the mail on Saturday after a very nice day with the kids at a local state park to appear in court next month for a hearing on custody. She apparently thinks she will get full custody. I think and my lawyer thinks she is gavely mistaken. Of course I will not get full suctody either and that isn't what I want for me of for the kids. They need to see and spend time with their mother. However even when she has them she doesn't spend time with them. She shuffles them off to her ... read more

For those few of you still here and reading this pitiful blog...the marriage which Iw as desparately trying to save is in the beginning stages of being over and the woman I love & who is leaving with a bag full of health and other issues sees a lawyer to pursue a divorce I do not want. This summer will be rougher than the winter and spring has been. I'm in a much better place than I've been in ages. Focusing on myself and the kids. She is still in my heart and my mind but her life is hers now... read more

Woke up this morning from "unpleasant" dreams of Landgrab....

I've been trying every day to get "something" done towards getting ready for Pennsic. At this point I "think" I've got all teh Pennsic crap hauled out and under a Porta-garage for loading into the trailer. The trailer still needs inspected. We've got some of the supplies as well. Some of the clothes are in plastic totes and ready to go. There is one set of poles yet to come down out of the rafters in the garage. If need be we co... read more

Jump in & buckle up. Life as laways is a strange & bumpy ride. Let's at least try to enjoy the trip when we can smile at ourselves!

We are pre-registered. Originally it was going to be our family & a close friends family. Another friend going single for his first time and another friend who was returning. First the first timer decided to opt out, then the retunring lady decided that mundane life is kicking her butt and she decided not to go. The last straw was when the other family moved f... read more

Well it's a been a while since I've posted. Life has gone on and the end of the world has not occurred although it was touch and go for a while. There is astill a normal level of life stress...My mother is lving with us and we have two little kids. ...I have a job,still, that like every place is realizing it's own set of stresses. Fortunately it is because we are super busy ...a good thing to be in this economy. Still things are busy ...I'm done being the second in charge in a state wide mas... read more