a long time has gone by since my last post to tribe. I co-starred in a four-man comedy in a regional theater production of Wild Guys, Had a bit of a car accident, Watched as the latest love of my life grew deeper in love with her boyfriend and moved to Maui to be with him and start a new life there, had a friend move into one of the old cabins on the land and begin the process of homesteading anew. I continue to learn the lesson of the perfect moment. My interactions with friends, family, and even so called "random encounters" on the street all seem to be very intense and anything but random, rather fated or fate-filled. I have connected with a number of men on amazingly intimate and powerful terms and then the moment is over and another one comes...i continue to be grateful and amazed but am also confused and feeling frozen...the world turns and changes while i remain static.