joined on 04/06/04
last updated 02/20/08
about me
was careerist, now I'm a wanderer
! * fractal forest * !,
! * POLITICS * !,
! Buskers and circle acts,
! Social Entrepreneurs,
!Atmonton!,
*Activists*,
*Agents of Change*,
//class war//,
13 Moons Matrix,
2012-Projects,
3rd Generation Rediaper babies,
Aikido Activism,
Alberta Electronica: Beats for Freaks,
Alternative Money and Economics,
Anarchism,
anti-oppression,
Awe To Action,
B.C. rainbow family tribe,
bajarainbowgathering,
Between Boredom and Chaos,
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hopelessness and ego
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*I find tribe.net painfully clumsy. I included a LiveJournal module ... it hasn't updated since early December. And here I am stripping the HTML out of a well-formatted post, because tribe.net uses a system that would have been stupid-lame in 1998...
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I'm missing you ..
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.... and I really mean that.
But I don't just mean "I miss you", I mean "I've been missing you".
See ... I'm finding my voice in other places. I came here to find my tribe, to find my voice. It's been sometimes good, and you know I've made con...
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Too simple to understand (a thought in the moment)
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*x-posted from <a href=" hfx-ben.livejournal.com">my LJ</a>*
It comes down to this: not only <i>what</i> we do, but <i><b>how</b> we do it</i>. Ultimately, "why" becomes the point. (Which is another way of saying that in the end our actua...
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*I find tribe.net painfully clumsy. I included a LiveJournal module ... it hasn't updated since early December. And here I am stripping the HTML out of a well-formatted post, because tribe.net uses a system that would have been stupid-lame in 1998. All in all, tribe.net is an insult to the users. It pisses me off. Always. Everytime. They don't deserve to make money.*
I've been thinking more and more on how it's almost impossible to connect with people who are ego-centered materialists. It'...
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Sat, March 8, 2008 - 8:07 PM
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.... and I really mean that.
But I don't just mean "I miss you", I mean "I've been missing you".
See ... I'm finding my voice in other places. I came here to find my tribe, to find my voice. It's been sometimes good, and you know I've made connections here, but ... this place is too often just a pain in the butt. And that's not good. That salts my wounds.
FaceBook works far better ... I dunno ... kinda cold for me. (And I'm an aulde-dawg techie!)
LiveJournal ... hfx-ben.livejou...
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Sat, December 29, 2007 - 10:34 PM
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*x-posted from <a href=" hfx-ben.livejournal.com">my LJ</a>*
It comes down to this: not only <i>what</i> we do, but <i><b>how</b> we do it</i>. Ultimately, "why" becomes the point. (Which is another way of saying that in the end our actual motive manifests ... it comes to be ... it creates karma.)
The number of "errancy modes" is beyond estimation. Either our motive is some variation of "for the good of all sentient beings" or it's in error. Necessarily. Inexorably. Like physics. ...
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Sat, October 20, 2007 - 2:43 PM
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*HeyYa, Ganika! Here's a sacred tortoise pic for you!*
I got in touch with Kevin, the fellow who co-ordinates the Edmonton Drummer Meetup ... made a page up from a newspaper story about him and the local scene: bentrem.sycks.net/kevin/
Found some Invitations sitting since Sep06!! OMG!
*Waves at Ganika and the kidz in Godizus*
Wrote a longish item in the very newly formed WorldDrumNet tribe (see below) ...
... know what? Not everything in the world is sweetness and love. Phe...
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Mon, March 12, 2007 - 8:51 PM
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... writing offline, thinking through what I'd say to my most reliable friend if I could get in touch with him.
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How ya doin' fella?!
I was just looking at my situation ... I managed to find 10 days housing right quick and have a good 1bdrm lined up for the end of the month ... but things are looking dire short term.
What came to mind was how a while back you said something like "Oh, Ben, you won't end up on the street". It sounded a little too neat t...
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Mon, March 13, 2006 - 3:39 PM
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