I have almost accepted it. I have no religion, no defined faith, I pray to God & that's it. Maybe some do not accept it because I do not worship "by the book" or have been accepted into any church, but this is me. Sadly I do not attend sunday church religiously or have strictly converted to chanting for faith, but I Pray. I pray to God, asking for guidance, hope, healing... I will not give up on that as simple & small as it seems.


"Be kind for everyone is fighting a hard battle."-Plato

hello there love,Finally! i've made it into the nursing program. It feels like such a great accomplishment. I will be starting in the Fall & still get to continue here-i'm still working in the library & volunteering at the hospital which are good,convenient places to be but is it selfish to still want to be apart of something more & greater...to Help those who need it more than i do. Working in the er makes me realize that there has to be greater things out there to give a whirl. the fast-paced activity is also interesting when the tension presses in with the med staff. sometimes it's frustrating working with the nurses.most of them are nice though & i'm adjusting:)
oh yes yes my dear.& i've gotten a fish:) he's a nameless little lad so i'm still searching for a title
♥i love you so

So now, alone or not, you've got a walk ahead. Thing to remember is if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too.


-p.s.i love you

i Want to do for you.
beach music a breath of fresh air is all
my bones are tired

bird's fake palindromes-
My dewy-eyed bride what has tried / swapping your blood with formaldehyde? / Monsters? / Whiskey-plied voices cried fratricide! / Jesus don't you know that you coulda died / with the monsters what talk / monsters what walk the earth / she's got red lipstick / and a bright pair of shoes / knee high socks / what to cover a bruise / she's got an old death kit / she's been meaning to use / blood in her eyes in her eyes for you / she's got blood in her eyes for you / certain fads, stripes and plaids singles ads / run you hot and cold like a rheostat I mean a thermostat / so you bite on a towel / hope it won't hurt too bad / she says I like long walks and sci-fi movies / you're six foot tall and east coast bred / some lonely night we can get together / and I'm gonna tie your wrists with leather / and drill a tiny hole into your head