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Well again I laugh ............

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Thu, 10 Jul 2008 02:19:49 GMT

Here we go again. I had mediation today for custody. Looking at it My ex tried to railroad my arrangements with the state. She claimed my neice was removed from my sisters house by child welfare. This is not true and I will prove it. The funny part was when I complained that it is a outright attack on me and my sister, the court offical looked into our collective crinimal backgrounds. At this point the mediator looked at me and told me I have a finacial issue. She looked at my ex and read off all her priors and told her not to fight the offers I put on the table. This is because they will have to research every case we were both involved in. My ex's domestic violence cases date back to her juvenile records. After that little show of information, my little hidden trick was laid on the table. I had nothing more to hold in the background. The Mediator constantly refused to go into the full evaluation because I was willing to work things out. My ex in turn decided to use her brains and not her witts. She decided that she messed up and was willing to offer up I had other places to take my daughters. The best part is no matter how far she went to accomidate things she knew I had the upper hand. They kept talking and re-inforcing the fact I had the better legal appearance. All in all, with 2 1/2 hours of mediation, we walked out with the plan I laid on the table. This includes the prior temporary plan of 1 weekend a month overnight visits at my sister's. The negative I have to produce paperwork proving my sister's custody case was exactly that and not a child welfare case. The positive was the mediator added to my holiday plan one modification, I have my daughters on the weekend after the Christmas they are not with me. My holiday plan is an alternating plan, if I have them on Christmas, my ex has them on Thanksgiving. In the babbling my ex does when caught in a losing situation, she made a mention that my daughters could stay at my S/O's place if they find the claims against my sister she made are true. Her babling comes in handle, it makes her look vunerible and week. This plays into my hands greatly because she devulges to much information that incriminates herself. X

Here we go .... Techno boredom

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 21:08:47 GMT

I am really bored. I started installing Virtual Machine application. Virtual Machines is a program which emulates a barebones computer on an other system. I installed Linux on it and trying to get it to fully function. Talk about boredom. X

Second Night.....

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 23:46:28 GMT

Well again it comes down to them argueing over sleeping location. My ex is all upset, Ivy-Rose refused a chance to talk with her. My neice, in one day, talked to my daughters longer than their mother did. Arwinn is tired cranky already but thats not that bad, she just snuggles up to me when she is tired. Ivy is just watching Mulan. Well off to the races lol always wanted to say that. Laters All X

Night One....

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 01:57:54 GMT

The girls refused to sleep in my neice's room at my sister so they are laying down in the living room. They are argueing with the sandman at this moment. I made a deal with them, if they go to sleep and ask nicely the may just get french toast. So they are quietly fighting the sandman and losing the battle. Hopefully they wake me up in the morning ready for a fun day. When their deariest mommy called to check on them it was short. My big girls decided to each talk with mommy for a few minutes then hand off the phone in the middle of what mommy was saying. Well Ivy-Rose and Arwin and passed out the sandman won the fight and now it is my turn to pass out for a while. Laters all

Here we go.......

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 15:22:36 GMT

Hopefully tonight my daughters are pouncing all over my sister and mother. I am taking them for the weekend for the first time. We will see how things go. Hopefully my ex is smart and does not anger the judicial gods.Well Off I go to get them shortly. X

Check This Out.............

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 03:08:26 GMT

Well those who know me, know I have been fighting a custody battle with my ex. Today the court delivered the first of the shock to the system she needed. They did it in a 2 stage push. One was the Attorney General telling her, she was wrong on how child support will be dealt with. The A.G. told her she would receive $50.00 out of what they would take from me. She originally thought that they would give her all they take from me. The second one, was more of a judge reinforced push. The moderator sat threw our rants and listened to both of us. She lied about instances I had proof on, and the court had proof on. The moderator had stated she wanted to reveiw our case before she suggest actions. The moderator had laid out the paperwork for what I was asking and asked for us to agree on it for a temporary order of visitation. The order lays out the ability to take my daughters to my sisters for one weekend a month. X

Wish all our parents were this cool

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Sun, 15 Jun 2008 15:06:49 GMT

Check this video out. http://www.youporn.com/watch/45125/blowjob-commercial/?from=featured2 X

Here I go

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 21:27:51 GMT

Wish me luck tonight. I am moving my truck 10 miles with no plates to get it off the road near me. Well let the fun begin. X

I always wondered now I know

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 15:37:20 GMT

I always wondered if humans were the only ones with oral fixations. Here is some proof that we are not. LOL http://www.youporn.com/watch/25217 I know I know it isn't the greatest but it is funny. X

Going Insane

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 19:57:04 GMT

Lately the pressure and pain I feel has gotten worse. Those who I am very close too have been at the receiving end of it. I shut down and try to heal. This shut down mostly pushes every external out so I can heal. Most of the time I feel like I am hurting people. I don't know how to apologize to these people for something I am going through. I wish I could be better at these things. I try to make my intentions good and be the best I can. Again with what I am feeling I have a physical issue and it causes me to have a lesser form of depression kick in. When I am depressed I feel crowded when I am in an empty room. I feel like I have to be outside in the woods walking. I wish I could get rid of this feeling and get back to being with the ones I love and being with my freinds. Maybe one day soon I can get it to go away. I am sorry to those this hurts in everyday life. I do not desire to hurt anyone I desire to be close to them. I need them to hold me. X

My new found pet,

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Sat, 19 Apr 2008 09:36:21 GMT

Missing 2 of my loves..... The other is with me.

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Fri, 18 Apr 2008 05:32:56 GMT

Well, I am sitting here with my s/o watching TV. I am wishing I had the days of last year when I sat and was snuggled attacked by my daughters. If they got tired and didn't want to go to bed daddy was the person to see. I am totally missing them. I love playing with my daighters and snuggling them. Now with that said I have been dealing with my Ex. Well sorta she is a pain in the butt. My family hasn't seem my daughters together since Ivy's (My oldest daughter) birthday last year. She constantly refuses to allow my daughters to spend the weekend with me. As she puts it she doesn't trust that I will take care of them. They are my daughters the world will end if they were hurt. Well lately Ivy's attitude is changing and in a bad way from what I have noticed she is more reserved. She shyts out me when I try to play with her except when I get close to her. Ivy and my ex got into the standard child parent food issue (where Ivy wanted to eat). Now reveiwing the issue in my head my ex could have handled it differently. Ivy went storming off into her room and sat in looking out the window watching the cars and people on the street. I tried to play with her and she ignored me. So I pulled out my camera and showed her pictures of my s/o's cat. This broke her out of ignoring me. I aked her what she was doing and she told me watching the people. When I looked outside there was what looked like a car dropping off someone. My daughter gave me a detailed description of the events she saw before I walked over. As I listened to her I evaluated everything I saw. Her description was 100% accurate when I evaluated the situation. Now she started telling me more of things she saw in the past. One was a car accident a major one. Her details were accurate to a point. Did I mention my daughters are really smart? Well as I heard what she said I just committed it to memory. I asked my ex about the accident saying Ivy witnessed one and she fluffed it off and said there was none. I went back into the room and started talking about cat's and toys and along came Arwinn My youngest daughter) out of no where. As I am showing Ivy the pictures of Spike (my s.o's cat). So as I get Ivy attention back to playing and keeping her in a playful mood. She says the word kittie and all of a sudden there is Arwinn looking over my shoulder saying kittie, and asking to see the pictures. We are sitting there playing with the camera. I playfully asked them to have something to eat. So they do exactly as I ask and go get some KFC I brought for them. My ex decided to argue with Ivy because I had my camera and my ex wanted a pic of her and the girls together. Well Ivy didn't want to be forced into it so she ran into her room again. That time I con'ed Arwinn into following me and we both tickled Ivy out of the issue. Ivy's eyes are getting dark and clouded like she is trying to hide her emotional expressions. This is not good I did not want to even think about waht I need to do to stop this issue. I started to take stock of events of the day. My daughters asked if we could get out to the park. So of course we went I asked them to get shoes and socks and that was a trip to do. Arwinn decided to dig out her Buzz Lightyear snow boots. Yes snow boots in the warm weather. I discussed it with her and much to my dismay she wanted to wear her boots. I distracted her with making her find her socks. She went right for the boots and I asked her to find alittle canvas sneaker I knew she enjoyed wearing. So she did and we got her dressed while Ivy was digging out her favorite sneakers. So after we had them situated, Arwinn decided she was going outside and needed a big heavy winter coat. Well here we go again with the persuasive tones that don't work. I finally just told her to find bun-bun and picked her up. Now bun-bun is an old style musical bunny crib toy, it is plush and hangs from a the crib rail. She got it off the rail when she was tiny and never let it go, like Linus with his blanket. We get outside and Arwinn decides she wants to wal so I make her hold Ivy's hand. We walked to the park. As we go we stop in the local ghandi mart (sorry to the slur it is the truth in this case). As I access the ATm and get juice for my girls they are being patient and quiet. They are the upmost of wonderful little girls. The clerk asked me if they were my daughters and I told him the truth. He commented on them being such good little girls for me compared to when they are with my ex. We walked to the park from the store and I evaluated road and saw no sign of a car accident even any remote signs. We made it to the park and they looked at me and all I said was yes. They went running off like little missles to play. I am standing around and noticed some old friends in the area. They brought their kids and we just talked while the kids played together. One of them rounded up her kids and went to the store. She came back with laffy taffy and drinks for all the kids she know. Noone asked her to do this she just did. I brought them back when it was starting to threaten to rain. Talk about a long discussion to get them to leave the park without a fight. I had to explain to Ivy why we needed to go. I got into showing her the difference between rain clouds and regular clouds. When we got down talking she told Arwinn it was going to rain and they decided it was worth leaving. We got back to my ex's. I did say she would not allow me to take them for a weekend. Well she decided that she was going to try to take the picture again. I asked my daughters and they agreed with the idea. I told my ex to get into the living and sit on the couch so I could take the pic. By the time she decided to take the picture it was 20 minutes later. Ivy was still interested in taking it but Arwinn wasn't. This caused a little fight of wills between my ex and Arwinn. Ofcourse my daughter won at 2 years old her will is really strong especialy when tired out. Ivy and her sister are realy strong willed about things. My problem is I am right now waiting to get an answer in regards to seeing my daughters on Saturday. My ex decided to allow her mother to take my daughters all day Saturday even though I told her last Saturday I would be down to visit them every Saturday. This would be the second time her mother came between me and my daughters. The first time was 3 weeks ago, thanx to my s/o for finding things they would like and buying them during my finacial hardship issues, I had toys for Ivy from here birthday. Now her birthday was really 2 weeks prior to this, but I was in middle of making sure it all arrived safely. Well made arrangements for the Friday afternoon after Ivy gets out of pre-school. I received a phone call telling me her mother was taking Ivy out that day so I rearranged things for the next day. On the next day I was there by 1100 and was told that Ivy was still with her grandmother. I said no problem and was prompted told Ivy would be home in an hour or 2. Well 1400 hit and 3 hours have past so I asked my ex if she told her mother I was their to see my daughters. She started badgering at me about how her mother never sees them. Then without a moments pause she says she is not sure when her mother will be back, and says if my mother my daughters when my ex came to visit she would not bring them to meet her. Well my mother will always say sure no problem if that was the question at hand. At about 1730 I hear my ex talking with her mother while I am playing with Arwinn. I started to get ready to go and told my ex I wasn't feeling well. What I was feeling was the overwhelming urge to turn her into a projectile. They were talking about putting Ivy down for bed at my ex's mother's. I promptly started to tell her to have Ivy check out her toys and call me when she gets home. Then as i walk out the door passing my ex I loudly say "Tell your mother to give Ivy a hug for me." An hour and half after I leave Ivy calls and starts being cheery about her toys I left for her but acted upset about not seeing me. Now I have to deal with a court based custody fight because my ex wants to take custody of my daughters away from me. She doesn 't want to discuss their growth and development or anything in regards to them with me (her words). She starts asking me for my economic stimuli payment I am going to get next month. She wants me to give her most of it. I told her I had to clear up some issues with it due to lack of income. The next thing she does is says she was going to get into my storage unit and take her stuff out of it. She is not allowed near it and it is double locked so she cannot get into it. She really is being a pain about things. X

Really bored late night thought......... (yes watching TV at 3:30am is just boring)

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Wed, 19 Mar 2008 07:18:28 GMT

So as I am watching TV at 3:30 am I am getting hungry. I see this Taco Bell ad on and realize I wouldn't mind me some Taco Bell. Okay but there is a problem with that or should I say a few problems. 1.) I am sitting here naked trying to go to sleep. 2.) I do not have money on hand. 3.) Closest Taco Bell is about 6 miles away. 4.) Worst of all Taco Bell shut down for the night a 2:00 am. I guess I will raid the fridge in a few. X

New ancenstry information

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Mon, 03 Mar 2008 13:41:23 GMT

Well come to find out in amongst me and my s/o talking with my aunt we found out some ancestry information that isn't evidence in that way I look. I found out that one of my ancestor's was a run-away slave (african - slave). Which when my s/o and I discussed it later we came to the opinion that I can attribute a specific body part to that point of my heritage. Lets see what else comes up in the ancestry searching my aunt does. X

information gathering device iit is cool check it out

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Fri, 08 Feb 2008 04:37:31 GMT

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship? A. 2) What was your dream growing up? A. 3) What talent do you wish you had? A. 4) If I bought you a drink what would it be? A. 5) Favorite vegetable? A. 6) What was the last book you read? A. 7) What zodiac sign are you? A. 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. A. 9) Worst Habit? A. 10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? A. 11) What is your favorite sport? A. 12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude? A. 13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? A. 14) Worst thing to ever happen to you? A. 15) Tell me one weird fact about you. A. 16) Do you have any pets? A. 17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? A. 18) What was your first impression of me? (hmmm...careful!) A. 19) Are you monogamous, or non-manogamous? A. 20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? A. 21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? A. 22) What color eyes do you have? A. 23) Ever been arrested? A. 24) Bottle or can soda? A. 25) If you won $10,000,000 today, what would you do with it? A. 27) What's your favorite place to hang at, outside of your home? A. 28) Do you believe in ghosts? A. 29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time? A. 30) Do you swear a lot? A. 31) Biggest pet peeve? A. 32) In one word, how would you describe yourself? A. 33) Do you believe/appreciate romance? A. 35) Do you believe in God or a higher power? A. 36.) Do you like to be touched? A. 37.) What is your top trouble spot for bodily aches and pains? A. 38.) What do you like to talk about? A. 39.) Describe a great evening or outing. A. 40) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? A.

Extent of my boredom

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Thu, 07 Feb 2008 17:50:02 GMT

I am sitting here bored, sore, and tired. I am trying to figure out who would model for me to do a 3-D rendering of them. I asked tons of people and no one wants to be turned into a 3-D character. I am not asking anyone to be nude or in a pose that would demean them. I am only looking for a head model. Anyone will do as long as they are willing to submit to the picture taking and constant asking "How does this look?" The Question is because I do not want to or desire to undermine the way someone wants to be portrayed in a photo or drawing of them. I am unsure why no one would like to be turned into a space pirate or a old-world action hero maybe one day someone will pose for me. X

My Weekend so far..............

Xavior_C_Bonezs — Sun, 06 Jan 2008 13:26:18 GMT

Well This is my first blog on Tribe.net, Cool. As people who know me knows that I have a high knowledge of things. Well yesterday 05-Jan-2008 me and my s/o decided to fix my expired license issue. As we were going to the DMV we decided we were within 90 mins of the NY State border so we decided to go. When I was done in the DMV we started to drive down. While on the way to NYC we goofed and joked and plotted. We finally decided to go to the MoMA (Museum of Modern Art). We spent an excellent time walking around the MoMA. Sometimes being out like that is better than sex. I am not saying I would give up our sexual exploits just saying it is more rewarding being out with her like that. We even tried to stop by an old friends pizza shop which was bought out. So on my way around the toll booth I showed my s/o around some of my old Stomping grounds in NYC/Bronx region. I made is all the way up to the local T/A (TransCentral of America) and stopped for gas. T/A's are, for those who hasn't seen them, a considerable sized trucker's rest stop. My Ex called and tried to piss me off. She exceed's in that. Well she made me frustrated enough to finish driving bake but she didn't destroy the way I was feeling about that trip and the events of the entire day. Well I hope everyone feels the same way I do about their s/o's it is a wonderful thing to have them in our lives. I truely appreciate the little things we do like sit on the couch and watch cartoons in the morning. I have always been unable to verbalize these things though I feel them. X