Female

37

much to much for some and not enough for others...magnetic fields compel and repel..stir things in many different directions yet not always taken or chosen...i am a bitchy girl...who almost always gets mistaken for what i am not...i am not an outdoors type person...only rarely...i can be mean but not always...i can be nice...if i am given the chance...i guess it takes a lot of patience to get to know me and see me as i am not as others want to not see me...i guess basically a type of---fuck you if you do and fuck you if you don't want to be my "friend". feel solemn and kind of gloomy as though i had a very dissatisfactory sexual experience. i feel as though a little part of my soul died last night. i could feel it ripping apart before i went to sleep last night. i was really looking forward to a change. i am not surprised one minute bit. now we mourn and move forward to are norm. war as it was and will be. to aspire to greater sights and over the sea there is such difference. we move to the waves of time and fantasy in which we hope eternal for the paved road of peace and happiness where there is no crime against humanity. it is time to cease. time to absorb. time to meditate. time for introspection. what and how will we change our world. patience, practice, determination, fear, apathy, and nilihilism. misanthropy, hate, dissolved truths, ignorance, violence. creativity, dance, music, words--spoken, written, heard--out there and about, flying swimming, floating, stagent. eagerness, threats, misguided intentions. how do we learn from so many options. do we force it to the back of our mind and forget. do we focus, dissipate, unweave the answers that are ready for us to see and know.