where have i been? distracted. busy. dull (writing on a subject i dont enjoy).
i miss tribe.
i miss the funky comments, remarks, connections.
why have i been away for so long?

or is this about moving?
also that...
i admit.
i miss san francisco more than i'd like to admit it.

and i am still writing. not done. on the other side of the bay. on this sunny day. content, but ... missing san francisco.

(Iki yıl önce yazdığım bir parça. Bir roman başlangıcı olarak düşünmüştüm, gerisini getiremiştim. Yorumlarınızı bekliyorum...)
(I apologize for those who dont understand the language. But I had to get it out...)
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Boşlukta Gezinti Anıları - I


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“Kolay oldu mu?…”

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Life itself is full of messages. Meanings. We ourselves are full of assumptions. Assumptions tie us down, assumptions limit our creativity, assumptions breed hopelessness.

Today I had my fare share of assuming and bitching. Sitting at the street seats of a coffee shop in Rockridge, talking with a friend on my cell phone, I was lamenting my recent decision of moving to the East Bay. I went on and on about semi – suburbian distastes and contradictions, the shitty public transportation, zomb... read more