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open heart suckery

   Thu, March 12, 2009 - 3:09 PM
I swear.

Living life with an open heart's kinda sucky.

I see all the smugTards getting all the fun, all the babes all the rewards.

I've listened to a few thousand ocean's (from a few thousand individuals) worth of complaints *against* the actions of jerks, yet these same complainees continue to magnetize to the harsh. They oft make myriad excuses for them, project all kinds of gentleness, grace and sensitivity on them that really just isn't *there*. If eventually the object of their obssession veers away, they merely burn a candle for them while torturing their myriad rebound saps, all the while, scheming as how to best lure the former back into their fold.

tis sad, the hampster sisyphiaN nature of this crumbling illusion called life....


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Sat, March 14, 2009 - 8:19 PM
Yup bad choices for some can be an addiction...

You sound like you're a good listener for people. I'm sure they do appreciate you.
Tue, March 17, 2009 - 5:47 PM
i whish they did mushroomio J-

yet i always get called "sucker" in both actions and words.

why the fuck can't i just be as catty, heartless and machiavellian as everybody else?

(not a rhetorical question actually... lol)