joined on 10/20/05
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about me
I'm one fiery and contradictory person. I will often make a statement against something and another time agree with it, or yet again somewhere else stay neutral with it- I allow myself to believe in all possibilities and support all arguments. It just depends on what I'm feeling at that moment. Not that day or month but rather at that moment. You may call that impulsive and indeciciveness, but I call that being honest.
I believe that just like a circle has an infinite number of points, and the universe has an infinite number of atoms, so do I have an infinite number of personalities (I am continuing to discover them all).
I choose to not follow societal norms of always being one way or another with everybody all the time- It's boring. It's too familiar. It's against my nature to be familiar to myself all the time. It's against being a free, independent soul.
See, different people will be friends with me and I could very well be a completely different person with all of them just naturally. It's like I'm an infinite number of individuals/souls in one body- I sometimes am confused by which person I am the most! I think I like it that way...keeps me guessing about myself! Keeps me surprised. There are no limitations in this universe other than those we place upon ourselves. Why hold yourself back? I choose to place no limitations so long as they are in keeping with the harmony of the universe. I choose to be honest with myself. I choose to be my self. Regardless of whether or not I am accepted by everyone.
Hence, I've discovered since I was 7 that I manage to never get bored or bore myself. Ever.
I enjoy honest people equally as I do (harmless)liars! It's rather comical.
I thoroughly enjoy the smell of horse dung, as well as the smell of the lilly.
I enjoy just laying out on the horse's back and not riding him for a change.
I enjoy the smell of new shoes and take great pleasure in touching and feeling the fabric of new clothes, whether I intend to buy any or not.
My favorite colours are yellow and orange.
I have always been particularily attracted to spontaneous, strong-willed people. And I equally like the quiet, introverted soul.
I crave terribly spicy foods one day and then completely bland food another.
Honey is my weakness, as is butter.
I often take great pleasure in stirring up trouble and then sitting back and seeing what comes of it. ~It's not from malevolence but rather from intrigue and excitement.
I LOVE animals and someday want a farm/Noah's Ark full of various animals with lots of land for all my different babies to roam around freely...
I Love modeling...I like the simplicity of it. It also allows for great self-reflection.
The Earth, and all the living creatures (non-human animals mostly!), trees, her oceans and soil are all of utmost importance to me! I will protect the Earth as best I can & if you are an abuser, I'll take to the side with you!
I dare you to face the truth, and act on it!: The human-Animal connection
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When I was 5 years old, I saw one of our goats at our farm get slaughtered. My entire family of...about 15-20, stood by and watched the process...... the butcher tied the goats' legs up, dropped her to the ground, and slit her neck. She writhed in...
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recommendation posted on Thu, December 1, 2005 - 4:11 PM
What am I? Persian? Indian? American? P-I-Am?
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Ok I've been thinking hard lately about what I really truly consider myself to be. But before that, this is what I come accross all the time, any time, I interact with a new, curious person:
Often people look at me, get confused, and ask "What...
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When I was 5 years old, I saw one of our goats at our farm get slaughtered. My entire family of...about 15-20, stood by and watched the process...... the butcher tied the goats' legs up, dropped her to the ground, and slit her neck. She writhed in fear and cried out in pain and agony as the blood drained her body.
When I looked at her eyes, she was so intensely frightened, she was in such terrible pain- it was this unbearable, pleading pain in her eyes- I was in such shock at how similar...
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Thu, December 8, 2005 - 2:29 AM
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Ok I've been thinking hard lately about what I really truly consider myself to be. But before that, this is what I come accross all the time, any time, I interact with a new, curious person:
Often people look at me, get confused, and ask "What is your nationality?" " I say "American." (I'm a US citizen so naturally that is my nationality!)
They continue- " I meant, where were you born?"
I say- "Walnut Creek, San Francisco Bay Area."
They ask again- " No, I meant where did you grow ...
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Mon, November 7, 2005 - 1:46 AM
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